simple.

i can honestly say that dependence has never felt so good. 

the love of my Jesus can never be taken away from me.

In class this morning, we had to write 20 things that described us.

then we had to label the top 5 ones with #1 being the most important/describes us best.

1) I am a Christ-follower

2) I am urbane

3) I am peaceable

4) I am friendly

5) I am constantly thinking

Then we were asked to mark through number 5, as if we had that completely taken out of our lives and had no way of retrieving it. So, i guess that would make me very lifeless i suppose if i couldnt think... well we also had to explain how our life would be different after we did that. anyway, i got down to marking out my number one.

I couldn't do it. i wouldn't do it, actually. i wrote: simply impossible. This can never be taken away from me

i've never felt so much at peace. isn't that a great great GREAT thing to hear?

pure bliss.

disintegrated.

a simple question to ask. why?
WHY are you taking everybody I love away from me, God?
one by one, they've moved away, transferred, went off to college, ended a relationship, and again moving away.

i hold close to my heart that the Lord says "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33.


And again, in Hebrews 11:1, it says that Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.




The Bible is so sweet. It'll give you a peace of mind. 
Even if its only for a little while. 
Then you pick back up and dig down deeper into the Word. Amazing.

sunshine.

this room is cluttered but the sunlight it shines through so well

my heart is still where it should be

believe it.

your mind controls your heart
your heart overflows your mind.

cast.

 life never asked me what i wanted.

explorer.

For we, we are not long here.
Our time is but a breath, so we better breathe it.
And I, I was made to live, I was made to love, I was made to know you.
Hope is coming for me. 

Hope, He’s coming

know.

happy new year
you've really got to know that i still love you.

אמת

Spring can be the cruelest of months
but bringing in your life
yeah we're promising so much
like the pledge that you gave when you said that you'd always love me
but we both know by autumn you're like the color of leaves