if you werent happy, then i must have done something wrong. you say that you made a mistake of letting me slip through your fingers twice? i am assuming that was about me, and if its not that i am just an idiot. but if it is, then why is this seeming like its my own fault.
if its me being dramatic, did you ever think about how you told me that is because i take after my parents?
if its me not letting you live your life, aren't you the one who promised everything including your love and your heart? who then just took it back.
if i was killing you, why would you have been in denial for so long.
if i don't understand you, who does.
if i am causing drama even when i'm not around, how so? please tell me. because i have secluded myself from the world, and you, for the past month. want to talk about not being able to communicate?
then maybe we should talk about you telling me when things were starting to get rough where you just kept denying and denyning. or maybe when you gave me a promise ring. or maybe when you told me you loved me, and didnt mean it in the way that i meant it. knowing that there are "different kinds of love."
you just werent happy anymore
you tried and tried.
well i will let you in on something.
I AM NOT HAPPY ANYMORE. I TRY AND TRY.
Maybe every day has a story of its own.
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